In light of recent events I promised you a letter. Well, here it is! I realized recently, that I would only be a fraction of me without you. At the risk of sounding morbid, death has been on my mind. I realize that its an akward thought, but its made me think a lot about life, love, and sucsess. Too often then not, you strive to make me think so positively about myself (and it doesnt always work), but your never wavering support is something i cherish more than you could possibly know. I would be so very diffrent without you. The things we have been threw together, and the things we’ve seen as a pair have shaped me into the person I currently am, and i wouldnt change one thing. NOT ONE, and i truely mean it! Without one incident our whole relationship would have been guided down a diffrent path, and I like the path were on. My confidence is meak, and my self-esteem low, but I often find it in you! I often ask myself “What would **** do”….well…hed say “Fuck that…im gonna do it anyway, and cant no one tell me I’m wrong.” :) I try to be more bold with life, because I know you will support me! A good friend, a true friend, and honest friend! Youre heart is beautiful, radient, and always true, and that is why i love you!! I love every thing about you…even your-so-called flaws, because they each attribute to what makes you who you are, and what you are is amazing to me!! I consider myself so lucky to have you! When you leave…my heart will follow. I will love you no matter, where you are, what your doing, who your with, what your profession is because you are my BEST FRIEND!! Until the day die…You will have me at your side, and even when the day comes I will hold your hand even though you cant feel my flesh. I would do anything for you, and I want you to know that! The brother to my soul, you speak to me in a ways other people couldn’t think possible. I wish you could understand my heart. I know Im dumb, stubborn, a bitch, and annoying, but that is what makes me me lol. I love that you see all these things, and you still choose to love me as a friend! Threw thick and thin…hopefully lol! The day you leave me…if its on a plane…or in a pine box 6 feet under is the day my heart breaks! Because I have never had what i have with you….you make me feel like i fit! Like i meant to be where I am, and no one can tell me other wise! I can die happy knowing i meant something to someone…you. And maybe I dont mean that much, but just a fraction of your heart is enough for me!! I will always be here for you! I just wanted you to know how much I value your life, and the time we have spent…and will continue to spend together as friends.
